I stood face to face with selfishness last week.
Utter full-blown rebellion, actually.
It was ugly. Super ugly.
It screamed in my face, demanding attention.
Demanding I cater to the selfish whims.
And when I refused, it was not pretty.
The many witnesses saw how not to act.
How silly it looks to demand one’s way so obnoxiously.
And me, I was thankful the child was only mine during the school day.
But then it hit me – selfishness stinks in any form.
Am I different then the child in my school room?
When I put my own needs before others, I’m no different.
My demands might not be so obvious.
And when I don’t get my way, I never scream.
But sometimes I’m selfish.
And that stinks.
It’s hard to continually place other’s needs before your own.
As parents, we know too well how little time we have for ourselves.
But the next time you are interrupted by someone’s needs,
don’t have an instant reaction to gripe.
Pour yourself out.
Because with God’s strength, you’ll never run out.
God will keep you in perfect peace when your mind is focused on Him.