The Steps of our Savior

And when they had mocked him, they stripped him of the purple cloak and put his own clothes on him. And they led him out to crucify him. Mark 15:20

His steps were so heavy on the way to the cross.

Stumbling over dips in the road, my Savior could hardly carry the load.

The load of the cross and the load of our sin.

As I watched, I couldn’t help but stare. I had heard about His trial. That’s why I was here.

I had to know. To see it all for my own eyes.

As He fell before me, I reached out to help Him. How could I not?

He had healed me. Completely. And now they were sending Him to die.

I’d heard the reasons. Lies. All of them. Jesus was God’s Son. And for that, He was to die. The priests must not believe.

As I tried to help, the soldiers shouted for me to back off. I looked into the face of my Savior and all I could see was love.

He saw me help. He knew I cared. I backed away, unsure of what else to do.

As He walked past, I hung my head. Memories instantly flooded back of all I had seen and heard.

I was one of the 5,000 that day. I was stunned at how He had fed us, satisfying my hungry mind and body.

I was in the crowd when Jesus passed through my town. He talked with us, showing such insight and kindness.

I’ve talked with my friend, who knows Lazarus. You know, the man who Jesus raised from the dead. Incredible!

And my father’s friend has known Jesus from a small child.

And just over a month ago, Jesus healed me. It was an old injury, but after talking with us, I simply asked, and here I am.

I believe Jesus is God’s Son. He’s said it. And I believe him. He’s our Messiah. Our Savior. The King of Kings.

And now, Jesus, God’s Son who has done nothing wrong, is walking to the cross. He is walking there to die. And it’s just not fair.

I stop and realize what I must do. I need to be there for Him. He’s been there for me. I owe Him that much.

Running up to the cross, there are still so many people.

Making my way to the front, I see Jesus, my Savior. His body laboring to breathe. Slowly ceasing to live.

I see the soldiers laughing. Casting lots for His garment. I feel so ill, because they are mocking God, Himself.

As I gaze up, Jesus suddenly cries out, “It is finished.”

What, Jesus? What is finished?

The soldiers stop and look as all of heaven becomes dark.

A loud bang echos as if tombs have been opened. Or the temple disturbed. A cold wind whips by and Jesus is still.

I join the weeping as we mourn His death.

A gut wrenching sob breaks forth while my legs give way.

I wish He wasn’t gone. I wish there was a way He could rise from the dead.

I know he raised Lazarus after a few days, but Himself? Could He?…..

Our personal story keeps going, doesn’t it? We have the privilege of knowing the rest. The finale. The GRAND finale.

Not only does Jesus rise from the dead, but His death completes payment for all our sins.

The sins of the entire world. The finality of death is cancelled. There is nothing more important.

Can you imagine being there that day? Finding yourself in the crowd?

What would you have done? What would you have said?

Would you have shouted with the crowd? Cowered back in fear? Stood there till the bitter end, loving Him from afar?

We owe Jesus our everything. Bring yourself to Him afresh this Easter weekend.

Give back to Him your life. The life He died to save.

Photos by Dimitri Kolpakov, Jon TysonAlex Noriega, & Aaron Burden on Unsplash

Carried Home

Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints. Psalm 116:15

Death comes like a thief in the night.

Often without warning.

Sometimes we have ample warning when holding our loved one, riddled with sickness.

But more often than not, life ends when no one is watching.

But God always is.

He sees our every breath we take.

He holds our days in His hands as He knows our past and future.

And when our days are done, He carries us to Himself, together forever with Him.

This comfort, for those trusting God for our salvation, remains when God comes for our loved ones.

God came for my husband’s brother today.

Unexpectedly. Sudden for the family and my brother-in-law.

Nobody was expecting this, especially him.

But he was ready. He always was.

Actually, there was a time when he wasn’t. He was lost. So very lost.

But through the faithful prayers of many, including his precious parents, God rescued him.

God not only rescued him, but brought him fully back to restored relationships.

Completely redeemed from his broken life.

As a result he was eager to share his deep love for Jesus with whomever he met.

From ignoring God’s beckoning to praying with strangers.

From living for himself to giving himself freely away to others.

God transformed his life, resulting in his compulsion to share God’s great love with family, friends, and strangers.

With anyone. With everyone.

His intentional words ministered life because his well overflowed with the love of God.

While not expecting his life to end today, he was ready to meet God.

His soul was prepared.

Are you? He would want you to ask yourself that very question.

And if you’re not, he would want to know why. What are you waiting for?

We never know when God will carry us home. We must be ready before it’s too late.

My brother-in-law knew what it was like to live without God.

That’s why he focused on sharing his redemptive life. Sharing God’s deep love with others.

He knew life with God is the only way to live.

Goodbye, sweet man. Well done, good and faithful servant.

Photos by Yannick Pulver, Priscilla Du Preez , & Aaron Burden on Unsplash